Burn baby burn..
Thursday, February 25, 2010
I was sitting on my living room sofa, surfing the net and watching the television at the same time.. I was having a peaceful time doing all this before starting my work.. Suddenly, everything around me got hazy.. My first thought was, "Shoot.. Someone mentioned that the weather outside has become hazy. Can it be this bad?"
As the thought was running through my mind, I suddenly became aware of the fact that I asked my mom to cook for me Roti Boyan. And, she being herself, always talking on the phone with my aunty, totally forgot that she had left the gas on to heat up the oil! So my whole house was filled with smoke ok! So now I've opened as many windows as I can to get the smoke out.. Gosh seriously.. How dangerous is that.. So its much better now after 5 minutes.. But I'm still enveloped in the smoke.. Well, not as much now..
Ok that's all I want to blog.. Bye!
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1:33:00 PM
I feel so
Monday, February 22, 2010
defeated.....
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12:09:00 PM
Rotting at home..
Thursday, February 18, 2010
I shouldn't stay at home to try and do work.. I should meet Fana and do work.. Seems to be more productive that way.. When I'm at home, I seem to only lie on my bed, watch tv, eat and pray.. OMG.. Such a bum ok.. But I started a little work today.. Tried to attempt a few Physics questions and finally thought of an idea on my Maths lesson plan assignment.. Will start on it fully after I have fully thought more about it.. Since it 1030pm, let's not start thinking too much of it.. I will start the proper process of doing that assignment soon..
I have two test next week and both are like one after another.. So I practicall have to rush from one end of NIE to another to manage both test.. But luckily I've explained to my tutor and he's udnerstanding.. If I end late for the test before, he'll give me extra time but I must try and be quick to come to the LT still.. Sometimes I wonder why didn't I take maths before.. Haha.. Oh wells..
Yay! Metting the joyahs this Saturday.. Weee!
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10:15:00 PM
My heart goes out to you..
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Well, came to know about a friend who had broken up.. Well, as much as we've parted ways and has resorted to the normal routines of smiling when we bump into each other in school, I somehow still feel a little sad for her.. I dont know why cause usually it's quite easy for me to block off any emotions regarding people who are not in my cliques I guess.. But I guess we shared 2 years of really close friendship.. Of going through thick and thin together when she was trying to recuperate from her previous breakup with her ex.. And I knew how hard it was for her to let go of the ones she love.. And knowing she has to face another round of that.. My heart truly goes out to her.. I know people don't really read my blog (well, what's with the irregular and random updates.. haha), but if she does read this, I really hope she'll regain her strength to sort things out and be happy again..
Sometimes, it's not easy but we just have to work a little harder to get what we want.. You just need to take the risk.. most importantly, you have to try..
It made me realised that I should also learn to appreciate Sadik more for everything he has done for me.. I'm truly grateful that he's in my life now.. Nobody could take care, teach and put up with my nonsense better than him.. And I feel truly blessed.. May this relationship lasts till the afterlife, Insyallah.. I love you.. =)
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8:55:00 PM
Seeing red..
Friday, February 12, 2010
In the school library right now with Rai.. Got to finish or start on some assignments so that my holidays will be less stressful.. And hopefully more time to catch up on sleep, family, Sadik and my friends..
Today, the student-teachers in my first year Physics class wore red, in lined with the festive season.. It was fun! Even my tutor joined in the fun.. And so after the lesson we took some pictures, before heading off to the canteen for some food.. Well, we did the traditional 'throwing of food' which I cant remember what its called now.. In my mind, all I can think about is.. 'YAMMMMMMMMMMMMMM SENGG!!' hahahha.. definitely not what it was called.. But it was fun.. Since none of us bought a fish, we decided to buy fish and chips and used the fried fillet instead.. Creative huh? Haha.. But I didn't eat the thingy.. just ate fries which was on another plate.. No Halal-sign for the extra ingredients..
In class, Eunice, my physics classmate, was surfing through the net.. It made me feel so old looking at the pictures of her friends.. Many were partying or going out with their friends every weekends or going out with their boyfriends and being all carefree.. It made me feel old cause that was how we onced were.. Meeting my friends almost every day or weekends.. Not partying but hanging out and just being carefree with life.. As if there's no responsibilities, or should I say, lesser responsibilities thrown at us.. But at this age, taking time off for yourself is already a chore.. It's so hard to be able to 'enjoy life to the fullest'.. I miss my friends.. But we all got to leanr to grow up and understand that we can't be the way we used to be.. We all are either working now or completing our studies.. And as we grow older, we now feel the responsibilities and realised that we got to do our best in our studies in order to be able to secure a good job after.. This means, lesser time for enjoyment and more time for books..
And of course I feel guilty that I haven't been for my religious class for quite some time.. Shouldn't be an excuse right that I have tonnes of work to do.. But I really do.. And the fear of not completing my work, which needs to be seen the next day, is more than not being able to spend some time to learn more about Islam? That's bad.. I should really stop it and go next week and the week after and so forth.. Yes, we should strive for academics, but at the end of the day, you need to know that you need to strive for the afterlife more..
Sometimes I think about what I want in life and I thought of climbing up the career ladder and maybe be a tutor in NIE.. But the path that needs to be taken is time-consuming and lots of hard work academically.. I need to get Masters and so forth.. Work will never end cause as tutor, you are required to do research.. Then, how about my family? I know people will say that there are some others who can manage.. But at the end of the day, I'm thankful that I'm on the road of getting a degree and a good job.. And my next goal in life, is to be a great daughter, wife and mother.. Cause ultimately, that's one 'job' that gives the greatest satisfaction and blessing..
and so.. LET'S COUNTDOWN PEOPLE! WOOHOO!! 4 months!!
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12:15:00 PM
At certain points in life,
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Everyone wishes for a happy ending.
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12:04:00 AM
So much to do..
Thursday, February 04, 2010
Ok so assignments are picking up one by one.. The first will be due nexet week.. So i shall try to complete it by today.. at least I hope I do.. I'm still procrastianting and it's already 2? Haha.. Oh wells..
So, this Sunday will be the first day in the start of my preparations.. Going to go JB to look for nice fabric.. And preparations will all be done in these 4 months.. And that includes repainting my walls and changing my lamp and clearing out any irrelevant stuff from my never-ending boxes in my room.. Seriously, for one who has a tiny whiny bedroom, how come I can stuff so many boxes.. hahaa.. And going to put up new photos in my room.. My dear friends, anyone free to help? Hehehehehe.. I'm really wanting to be a bit more excited, but school work has occupied my mind.. I think my mom has been chasing me for something for the past 2 weeks.. wkakaka.. Oh wells, where got time to really sit down and plan..
I havent spend much time with Sadik.. We always meet, eat and then go home.. But we'll make do for now.. =) Insyallah, we have all the time we want in future.. =)))
First step: Relationship
Second step:
Coming soon =)Off to having lunch now so that I can stop procrastinating and do work..
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2:15:00 PM
